A song for those who are still struggling with their roads.
Keep your heads up and walk to your goal in honor.
作詞:林強 作曲:林強 編曲:羅紘武
火車漸漸在起走 再會我的故鄉和親戚
親愛的父母再會吧 到陣的朋友告辭啦
阮欲來去台北打拼 聽人講啥物好空的攏在那
朋友笑我是愛做暝夢的憨子 不管如何路是自己走
OH!再會吧! OH!啥物攏不驚
OH!再會吧! OH!向前行
車站一站一站過去啦 風景一幕一幕親像電影
把自己當作是男主角來扮 雲遊四海可比是小飛俠
不管是幼稚也是樂觀 後果若按怎自己就來擔
原諒不孝的子兒吧 趁我還少年趕緊來打拼
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網
OH!再會吧! OH!啥物攏不驚
OH!再會吧! OH!向前走
台北台北台北車站到啦 欲下車的旅客請趕緊下車
頭前是現在的台北車頭 我的理想和希望攏在這
一棟一棟的高樓大廈 不知有住多少像我這款的憨子
卡早聽人唱台北不是我的家但是我一點攏無感覺
OH!再會吧! OH!啥物攏不驚
OH!再會吧! OH!向前走
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
向前走
Monday, January 19, 2009
ROC Military Draft part 1
October 30th, 2008
An outbreak of an event that lasted 2.5 months...
On the day of October 30th, 2008,
my company notified me that my working permit got approved
BUT my Resident Visa got denied. I was shocked!! The cause
of the Visa deny was because I hold dual citizenship and facing military draft in Taiwan until the age of 37 and
now the newly established Immigration Office of Taiwan says
I have 24 hours to think for my future in Taiwan.
Option 1: Fly out to anywhere before my current Visa expires in 24 hours and do not return to Taiwan until the age of 37.
Option 2: Stay in Taiwan and face military draft as a Taiwanese national holding USA passport and go through months of pushing paperworks to revert me as NOT USA national entering the ROC Army.
Option 3: Similar to option 2 but fly to anywhere and re-entering Taiwan using TW passport and just go through the paperwork process of military draft.
On October 31st, I picked option 3, flew to HK and stayed at the airport for a night then fly back the next day entering the island as Taiwanese national.
On the freeway heading to the airport at noon
leaving office with TW/USA passport/cellphone/wallet/e-ticket/some money and a camera, all in a bag.
arriving airport
cellphone battery almost dead, bought a charger at the airport and later found out I CAN'T USE IT AT HK AIRPORT.............. DIFFERENT VOLTAGE.... T_T
Boarding Gate at TaoYuan Airport in Taiwan leaving for HK
Airplane meal.... my last meal in Taiwan? I can still fly out to USA from HK!!
Arrived HK airport in the afternoon, entering communist zone...
Airport subway entrance and Terminal 2 entrance (mainland flights and buses)
multiple shops in both T1 and T2 of HK airport...
Sleeping time.... no flights after 12am
See if you can spot me in the reflection
Good morning HK, a new and bright day ahead~ so is my life...
the worst decision i made at HK airport....
Branch... airplane meal tastes much better than this.... 
Boarding gate at HK airport....
Not my flight, mine was Cathy Air. 
Cathy Air
I arrived Taiwan at noon on Nov 1st 2008, entering the country as a Taiwanese national, thus begins the long and dreadful days of military draft process. Part 2 coming up soon...
Update on 叢發性頭痛/Cluster Headache
Some updates on the cluster headache since I haven't had an attack
since Sept.
I am very grateful to all my friends and family in support and prayers for me during this time. Since my MRI result, I have been
in awe about that little white spot in my brain, but rest assure now that I am in good condition, only gain some weight from the side-effect from the steroid I took to control the attack.
here's a photo of my brain's MRI
that white spot on the upper left corner is the result of smoking in the past, for lack of oxygen going into my brain.
Hopefully for 2009, it will not occur again :D
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Cat and Fish

It was a clear night at the pier, some local fishers were just enjoying the evening.

Then came a stray cat, looks thin and hungry....
staring at the bucket for something~~~
okay~~~ no one is watching..... moving closer....

"Will you give me a fish~~~"
OH~~~~~~~~
You want a fish~~ you want a fish~~~
YES!!! Quickly~~ bite the fish and move to the corner~~~
Posted by
Ladios
at
11:40 AM
Labels: Digital Imaging, Outings
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Codeine / 可待因
Many many years ago, around 8~9 years ago. I had a very severer headache and stomach pain and went to see the doctor in Seattle.
It's NOW that I look back and felt I am so glad I didn't finish the treatment... because the doctor gave me Codeine/可待因 as the first round of pain relieve medicine....
I wonder what I would become if I finish the treatment.... a druggie? Or all fixed up and no more pain for the past 8~9 years?
I don't know, but I want to fix my headache now..... I can't sleep every night.....
可待因
口服(最常用)、皮下注射、肌肉注射
'可待因'(Codeine),化學式為C18H21NO3,是一種鴉片類藥物(opioid),有止痛、止咳和止瀉的藥效,它的硫酸鹽或磷酸鹽常用於藥品中。
可待因是一種存在於鴉片中的生物鹼,含量約佔0.7-2.5%。它可從鴉片中提取,也可用化學方法自嗎啡製造。
受管制物質
可待因是麻醉品单一公约下的列表II藥物,在世界各地受到嚴格管制。很多國家和地區容許民眾不需醫生處方而購買若干含可待因的藥品,例如咳藥水,但那些藥品的可待因含量較低,而每次售賣的數量亦通常有限制,甚至賣方需要登記購買者的個人資料。
藥物動力學
可待因進入人體後,約有10%的吸收份量在體內經代謝作用轉化成嗎啡。由於不是所有進入體內的可待因能轉成嗎啡,所以可待因的藥效較嗎啡弱,其成癮性亦較嗎啡少。
叢發性頭痛
叢發性頭痛也被稱為「自殺性頭痛」,是最叫人「頭痛」的一種類型,患者平均要八年多的時間,才會被正確診斷出病因。醫師指出,「預防治療」比「急性治療」更為重要,平時更要遠離喝酒、登山等誘發因子,才能避免發作。
「頭痛要人命」不全然言過其實。一種「叢發性頭痛」症狀劇烈,是各類頭痛之最,早年甚至有人痛到自殺身亡。若以國外千分之三盛行率推估,台灣約有六萬名患者,但台灣一項最新調查發現,此症錯誤診斷率極高,平均八年才找出病因。
台灣台北榮民總醫院神經內科醫師王署君表示,叢發性頭痛有「自殺性頭痛」之稱,是所有頭痛類型中,症狀最劇烈的一種。根據台北榮總與台南新樓醫院一項最新調查研究顯示,患者要被正確診斷出病因,平均竟要八年又一個多月之久。
該研究將被刊登在國際知名「頭痛」醫學期刊,研究者之一的王署君表示,叢發性頭痛的症狀十分獨特,只要看過就很難忘記,但因常被忽略,診斷過此病的醫師並不多,神經科醫師如此,更別說其他專科,也因此患者經常一再被誤診,最常被誤認為偏頭痛,不少人做了不必要的電腦斷層或核磁共振檢查,甚至鼻竇或鼻中隔手術,當然是毫無幫助。
叢發性頭痛發作時極為痛苦。榮總一位男性內科醫師也是患者之一,他在二十歲那年冬至首度發病,發作時頭痛欲裂、半邊臉部潮紅、單眼淚流不止、倒地呻吟,有時甚至嘔吐到幾乎昏厥。
此後每年都會在固定月份發作,每天一到兩個小時之久,期間長達一個月。在手術檯上、急救病人時也曾幾度發作,讓他生活、工作受到極大困擾,不過在不發病的月份,卻完全沒有頭痛。
王署君指出,這類疼痛非常劇烈,有些人一天發作甚至達八次之多,且在固定時間發作,如早晨或入睡後一、二小時。絕大多數以單邊為主,最常發生於單側眼窩後面,有時在眼窩上方或同側的太陽穴,有病人形容發作時眼睛痛如刀割。
由於此症病灶可能在腦部下視丘,因此患者亦常伴隨自主神經症狀,包括眼睛紅、單眼流淚、流鼻水、臉部冒汗、瞳孔收縮、眼皮下垂、臉部腫脹等。部份患者會坐立不安,甚至會走來走去,成為獨特的症狀之一。
而研究也發現,叢發性頭痛的發作可能與日照時數有關,王署君指出,叢發性頭痛最常發生在季節變換時,又以十二月與三月最多,因而近來門診患者有明顯增加趨勢,不過一問之下,患者大多早就罹患頭痛多年,卻始終找不出正確病因,因而不斷輾轉求醫。
此外,不同於其他類型的頭痛,叢發性頭痛發生以男性居多,台灣患者男女比例是六比一,調查中發現,吸菸可能是重要因素,患者中男性有七成九、女性有三成六曾經或正在吸菸,女性病患有逐年增加趨勢,可能與女性吸菸人口增加有關。
王署君表示,叢發性頭痛雖然疼痛難忍,但只要尋求神經科醫師協助,並不難診斷,且大多能有效治療。
頭痛發作時的「急性治療」可用純氧、麥角胺、英明格等藥物,不過發作前的「預防治療」更為重要,至少要持續服藥至頭痛症狀完全消失兩週以上才逐漸減藥,可用的藥物包括類固醇、鈣離子阻斷劑、鋰鹽等,副作用少,且多半在一週內就能見效。
此外,在發作期宜避免喝酒、飛行與登山等一些誘發因子,頭痛才不會突然降臨。
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
CentOS 5.1 遠端管理: VNC
CentOS 這種 sever 作業系統免不了要採用遠端管理,雖然 command line 都可以處理,但是利用越來越成熟管理 GUI 絕對可以提昇效率。 一 設定 VNC 步驟一:以 root 身份修改 /etc/sysconfig/vncservers 加入以下這行設定 VNCSERVERS=”1: ** 1 是 display number,如果有多人使用 VNC 每個人都要有 unique 的 display number 步驟二:設定個人環境 以個人帳號登入後執行 vncpasswd 設定 VNC 連線認證密碼,這時候個人目錄下會自動產生一個 .vnc目錄,在這個目錄下建立一個 xstartup script,內容如下 步驟三:啟動服務 /etc/rc.d/init.d/vncserver start 完成以上步驟,現在可以用 VNC client 登入 server 了。
預設安裝的 XWindow、KDE、Gnome 再加上 XWindow client 就可以建置一個完整的遠端管理環境,最近安裝的流程如下:
# Uncomment the following two lines for normal desktop:
unset SESSION_MANAGER
exec /etc/X11/xinit/xinitrc
[ -x /etc/vnc/xstartup ] && exec /etc/vnc/xstartup
[ -r $HOME/.Xresources ] && xrdb $HOME/.Xresources
xsetroot -solid grey
vncconfig -iconic &
xterm -geometry 80x24+10+10 -ls -title "$VNCDESKTOP Desktop" &
twm &
~
~
Posted by
Ladios
at
2:59 PM
Labels: Tech Notes